that moment when…
a guy you just started talking to you. who asked for your number, and to hang out and shit (who is very attractive) and asks you out on a date and who has been texting you nonstop for the last two days, and after your date stops. and you have no clue what you did wrong on your date :( gah i hate me so much. i suck and fail at life.
:D
totally had a bad ass day. i got my new camera(its so pretty!!!) and then went down town(chicago) and to the beach and what not. got jamba juice and then went to a bon fire where i met some really cool people and i think this one guy likes me(he’s kinda cute and such) :) yay me for having guys think im cute when i look like scum!!! haha i seriously have no clue how he even found me attractive. i look like shit right now. blah but oh well if he thinks im cute like this imagine what he’ll think when i actually try.
that sad moment when…
you realize that you’re not good enough for either of your crushes. and bet that they’d be better and happier if they never met you or if you werent in their life anymore :/ im stupid and lame and i hate me. just thought i’d let you guys who care(which is no one) know.
so there’s this guy right?
and his name is alex. and he’s so awesome. i really like him but he lives too far away. so it sucks major dick. and yeah. i miss him so much. and i think/hope he misses me too. but im not too sure. and like when i text/talk/think about him my insides go “gjnsdkvjlenhrujnsinrlsihguns” and its the most awesome feeling ever! i just wish he wasnt so far away so i could be like hanging out with him and such. :/
I dont care if hawkeye is short or 40. i still waant him to have my babies! ;)
